Some thoughts over the last week.

After my post last week Julian didn't want to really talk to me.  Yes, he was the single Christian at the braai that Sunday.

We had a chat about interfaith relationships (specifically Christian/Pagan) before we got to why he was really unhappy:  I voiced my thoughts on a same-faith relationship not to him, but to the Internet.

Perhaps I should have at least warned him what I was up to, or what was running around in my head.  I don't usually, but then, usually my entries aren't quite so personal.  I never try to hurt anyone with my entries; I jsut say what's on my mind at the time.  Unfortunately, what was on my mind didn't include Julian, but dreams and thoughts of someone else.

That said, through asking a thingy here and reading a few cards there, with a little bit of spying mixed into all of that, I've noticed that people never speak to me about my relationship directly.  Remix:  those friends that read the blog don't ask me about our relationship directly.  Maybe I'm stepping on some toes here, but guys and girls, I'm the one typing the blog and venting here, not Julian.  This is a space for me to say what I'm thinking or going through and venting.  Julian might get a mention occasionally, but he isn't involved in the blogs I post and has no say over what I do or don't put up.  If anyone's worried about what I put up, speak to me.  I don't like the Snake or the Page of Swords coming up in readings I do for my blogs.

Am I making sense here?

On a MUCH lighter note:

This is Gizmo.  She's a very recent (like, just over 24 hours recent) addition to the clan.  She's a rescue that couldn't stay at her rescuer's house because the dam that was already there kept getting territorial, so she came to me.  I'm keeping her in the room for a few days just to get used to me before I let the dogs and guinea pig meet her.  Zan says Moscow should be OK with her, and I know BG will be, but I'm never sure what Moscow will do around people or other animals.

Going to run now.  Have stuff to sort out and and and...

So sleep tight and see you guys soon.